I have to write my thoughts out…..there has been a sermon this morning that really made me think “were do I stand” with the election….I was watching news last night and they would show clip after clip of President-elect Obama his aides intent purposeful about problems facing the nation….I realize much is at stake in the world….but Christians feel much is at stake with God….Israel, abortion, same-sex marriage, promoting of homosexuality to Pastors , Christian and churches as acceptable….all against God and what he teaches in the bible….there are no grey areas no situation that is acceptable to allow us to think its ok with God. 1 Corinthians 5 I mentioned earlier that secular outnumber the Christians in the U.S…..I see in just about every gay agenda passage the proposals were voted down, so that tells me there were enough Christians….and we chose man instead of God…..

Well as I awoke this morning Obama is the next president……I open the Bible this morning and read this Proverbs 1*1-33 I think Israel has lost another protector, the killing fields of the unborn are going up in numbers as all abortions are legalized, and the Pastors and Christians will be hammered…God is with us who can be against us….faith will be strengthened and many will fall away blogger….so gird up your loins and polish the light of Jesus….read the Bible…I am reminded of a song that Pastor David wrote ………..“we have an obligation to get up every morning…… we have an obligation to run towards the fight ……to shine the light of Jesus” I was searching on you tube to see if my church has put anything up and came across a hugely uplifting video of "a church" out there in the world somewhere…..the ending made me cry and gave me hope ..God is with us !!   I am not worried or anxious maybe a little disappointed but being in a wheelchair I am use to people taking me where I don’t want to go….I just wait it out and observe the goings on. The next 4 years will definitely be a change .

I came across some songs that brought me back to before and around the time Jaylee was born. DIDO: THANK YOU ….I remember 2002 maybe when I heard it, where I was at ,before Jesus found me….sometimes songs makes you aware of a longing an emptiness and your eyes start searching the horizon for a meaning. When Jaylee was born in 2003, this song would come on NELLY FURTADO: I'M LIKE A BIRD every night around 9:30p.m. for 30 days!! I would leave NICU at the hospital I would get in the car drive and cry all the way home, why why is this happening again…..to no one In particular because I didn’t believe in God. At 12:00 in the afternoon I would get in my car and drive down to NICU , then I pushed my wheelchair instead of sitting in it…..how can you be a mother if you sit in a wheelchair said I !!….and mostly because I wasn’t ready to sit. Its funny how a song brings you back to that moment your feelings….bringing home Jaylee I was so happy but my mind was racing a mile a minute how would I take care of her with a feeding tube and medications, I had a tendency to drop things, how in the world was I going to keep her safe! Well 5 years later God brought me thru even when I didn’t know him…it was a journey filled with miracles and just plain scared to trust in God….so to in this world Christian or non Christian God will bring us thru whichever way the elections go OBAMAS VOTING RECORD I did come across this read the main issues that were important to me abortion and same sex marriage, those issues defined God‘s rules…the one thing about abortion I have read in the Bible of RELIGIONS that had detestable practices and were abomination in God‘s eyes I see no difference in modern day abortion because of convenience and the practiced religion of killing babies for health wealth or buildup a deity…..I came across this song NORAH JONES: COME AWAY WITH ME …I like this song, the scenery looks a lot like Tucson and I had a 1973 green Tornado look like that…I know its probably a caddy in the video…this song is a calm one too.NORAH JONES: I DON'T KNOW WHY