A gift from God, his son Jesus Christ , born to save the world.....I have accepted........and now I am ready.........to be a part of God`s world.....forever and ever......hallelujah!!   http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=625125514  http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=595570377 Here I am this is where I stand!!  http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=617134333

 Well the cookies came out awful,they look bad but taste good! I kept falling but I didn`t lose a cookie and I didn`t get burned....I was however upset....I have so many things I can`t do and adding to the list it keeps getting longer, TAMALES approximate cost 45.00 for 10 dozen and 2-3 days of work......another tradition bites the dust.............poor Jaylee I need to keep pushing myself so she isn`t left with a mom who {can`t} in her memories. Church was good had our friend D- go but who knows...its in  God`s hands now. When someone comes to church I marvel at the people because they do not hear what I hear when the pastor talks or the musicians sings. I am so affected I have to go over it in my mind for days There is a passage in the bible that speaks of people don`t hear or understand the voice of God until they have repented.........maybe thats why.                                                                                                                                                       Jaylee sang Happy  Birthday Jesus with the other 3 year olds[in her sunday class] she was also doing ballet in front of the church, what a joy  I can now enjoy motherhood at this age and allow her to have fun. The tree is up but no lights outside oh well E- is tired and J- doesn`t want to help. I`am happy the tree is up at least