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    March 25

    sunday

    church today ..kids screaming and yellin Eddie mad.....the day started out loud, jaylee crying mad changing clothes over and over...............KIDS prayed for patience....direction............Eddie cussing and yellin in the church parking lot Jaron left angrily to go in ..........I was weepy in church...........but now as I sit here and look back on it, believe it or not it was a pretty good day.......imagine thatJaylee went off like a siren on and off today when she didn`t get her way, we talked to old neighbors where we use to live and had to go. We couldn`t hear each other! I have my wooden spoon to reach in the back to smack the offender and almost always miss or lose the spoon....I got her and then she commenced to yell louder!!!!!Small spaces and screaming can unnerve ya! We spent 3 hours at the park and Jaylee played with all kinds of kids. Good message in church today about getting out of neutral, and enjoying life........I suppose I will look back and remember only good things about our outings but for now I will pray for lots of patience and guidance here they go again........goodnight will this ever end..............
    March 13

    a military blog by a chaplain in iraq who speaks truth

    February 15, 2007

    David and Goliath

    Goliath If you attended ten minutes of Sunday School growing up you probably know the story of David and Goliath.  That story is the peanut butter and jelly of Sunday School.  It's a staple.  It's got every thing, action, war, underdog, the good guy wins.  Everything!

    Remember the story, David, a punk kid has to go and check on his brothers.  When he gets there he finds his brothers, and the entire Hebrew army are being mocked by an overgrown, steroid sucking Neanderthal named Goliath.  David, little ol' David goes up against the big guy with his sling and knocks his LIGHTS OUT, and then cuts his BLOCK OFF.  Pretty exciting stuff.

    But what is really exciting is not David's aim, it is his speech.

    1Sam 17:45 David said to the Philistine, "You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the LORD Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. 46 This day the LORD will hand you over to me, and I'll strike you down and cut off your head. Today I will give the carcasses of the Philistine army to the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. 47 All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the Lord’s, and he will give all of you into our hands."

    He's a windy little sucker.  Cocky and arrogant with a healthy ego - no doubt.  Kind of like a kid I used to know.  But, also completely on the money as to where to put his trust.  He mentions but one thing about his giant.  He says,

    "You come against me with sword and spear and javelin."

    He goes up against the biggest, toughest man of his era and he kind of nods in his direction.  Nothing more.  David's focus is on something else, or someone else, God.  David's language is clear, his focus crystal.  "I come against you in the name of the LORD Almighty, he will hand you over to me, I'll strike you down and cut off your head, the whole world will know there is a God in Israeland that he saves, it is his battle and he will give you into our hands."  One thing about Goliath, eight things about God.  Hmmmm.

    There in lays the lesson.  I think we spend way too much time telling God about all the giants in our life and the lives of whom we care about.  Way to much time.  I'm changing my ways, my conversation, and my ratio's.  It's time to quit telling God about my giants and start telling my giants about God!  God is bigger than giants.  Seriously, he is.

    I know the names of your giants.  Cancer, loneliness, despair, anger, addiction, hopelessness, abuse, war, hatred, disease.  I know there names.  I have seen how they stand on the battle field of your life and mock you.  I have seen them come against you with sword and spear and javelin.  And I saw you give up the battle field.  I have seen you tuck tail and run.  I have seen it, and recognized it well, because occasionally it shows up in my mirror too.  I have a word for you, for us.

    Stand fast.  Hold the ground.  Quit focusing on the giant, start focusing on your God.  Giants come, giants go, but God is with you always.  Fight your battle in the name of the LORD Almighty, know that he will hand your giant over to you.  You will know that there is a God and that he saves.  It is his battle and he will give your giant into your hands.  He did it for a shepherd boy and now he is going to do it for you. 

    So, take the five smooth stones that God has supplied you with: his peace, his power, his presence, his purpose, his promise, and get back into the battle.  After all, your going to win.                                                                                                         http://theonlinechaplain.typepad.com/theonlinechaplain/2007/02/david_and_golia.html

    Zoo days

    zoo
    zoo days for Jaylee! She went with Miss Zudy and her best friend Zoe! I on the other hand had a rare 2 1/2 hours of my own time! washed sheets and blankets did my hand and TOE nails its been 2 years since I have used polish and cared for mine! I feel like I`m 48 again! I don`t look at myself in the mirror anymore although I do some make up but its hard to hold steady so I just do minimal makeup, poking my eyes with mascara HURTS not to mention the mess trying to clean the mascara around my eyes with a q tip........it frays and little bits get in the eye than I have to try and get it out pain pain pain! Eddie always wants "the warpaint" on before I go out so I don`t scare anybody, him especially! Time to read''cinderella' to Jally
    March 08

    vacation

    This video I found on the web  
    vacation
    Eddie`s home for vacation and he has installed 2 closets and a hood range for the oven......gone to the grocery store......ace,target, clean the car and still not done. His Birthday yesterday was spent working on the house. I LOVE IT!! but its no fun for him and I feel bad that he is not enjoying himself........however he is having fun with Jaylee and Jaron.......sometimes........well its never heaven while your living it ........until you look back and remember the old days. Couple of years we will say to each other remember when.............preferably on the back porch sitting on the bench looking at a beautiful arizonan [pink-purple-blue-red-orange] sunset. Bunnies and quail scratching for food and the desert doves cooing.....right now I pray for wisdom and PATIENCE and lots of it.........happy 55 honey I love you always........ok  ok I`ll pray for more patience..
    March 05

    hallalujah

    hallalujah
    Jaylee eyes are ok no glasses! The beautiful princess with the perfect chocolate brown eyes are ok! It looks like the surgery took. Her throat surgery at 3 days old looks as if nothing had been done according to her dr who removed the penny! It looks like Jaylee is overcoming the birth defects and no after effects on her life! Praying praying God does hear  but in his time! If all the prayers were answered I`d probably wouldn`t notice the miracles! God`s timing is so important I have to remember to wait on the Lord. I http://www.thecoolchurch.com/  love church I enjoy listening about God and how to live. Pastor Dave thankyou ...This life is so much better now! The miracles of Jaylee are thru now its time to climb another mountain! I would like to enjoy my life............my climbing shoes are on and my crutch is strong ....lets go! .......my kids are my next mountain...... to teach them about Jesus and to love and accept him on his terms........