a break

Zudy came and took Jaylee to play with Zoe, a quiet time  I am so jealous of mothers who have family to take the kids for a break. When my mother in law was alive I didn`t leave Jaron over there very often............I was outta my mind when you have it you don`t think much of it..........taken them for granted........I sure miss her.....her birthday is on the 23rd this month....happy birthday Toni. She would be 77-78 . Went to the grocery store it was ok but lately I have been noticing I am swinging my legs to move them.........and on it goes. bedtime good night.....thankyou Jesus for moving my legs

HI Jesus
Current mood: thankful

I know your there but there are so many that need you now.........will they hang on forever or until they don`t need you anymore. I observe my family and christians in church and people who say they are christians and I have watched for 20 years or more and there are very few left...many have walked away or life got more important............will I be that way....will I walk or float away. Peter said he would never deny Jesus and he did 3 times. He was a desciple and he was with Jesus for a period of time. He had the real deal and still it wasn`t enough. How can I be strong enough to walk with Jesus to the very end??? Prayer prayer prayer..........my life line.......thankyou Jesus for all your blessings in my lifeI love you.....

well not much going on here.......course all around me is upheaval disappointment anger and restlessness. People in my family are restless and want to get into a safe place. Good Job .housing for disabled retirement.........I have all these thoughts in my head wish i wish just to make life easier but that isn`t within my reach probably not ever.........whatever happens God will see me thru. I have gone to a different site        http://www.lamblion.com/articles/doctrinal/Cults/Cults-01.php reading about all these wonderful things relating to God the bible and Jesus. I have really enjoyed reading about the maps of israel http://geology.com/world/israel-satellite-image.shtml to see where Jesus walked and God Eden he spoke of in the Bible. It makes it all the more real to be able to see what the bible talks about. I do get confused reading the bible so it puts it into perspective when I can see pictures. Late again and Jaylees ready for bed........church tomorrow so goodnight

happy birthday

lisa *amanda*megan*elijah*toni*aliyah*kelly*greg*cypriani* many birthdays this month*****happy birthday, thank-you so much for touching my life love you all.....and i must not forget willy and michele 21-22 years? a good month for celebration i think

april fools day hhmm..

I forgot, I just remember it was church day. I was really sad starting out today so many troubles in the world friends and families it seems overwhelming I pray and pray and try to focus on one thing.....I pray to uplift me and for awhile I forget and then something else comes up. I drive by new homes I see new furniture...........It just seems all that is beyond me....... I use to love going to yard sales redo furniture paint rooms sew curtains bed spreads plant flowers redo patios imagination...........imagination.........thats what I have but no way to express it .........now........Jaylee`s wall has the last things I drew flowers-bugs-butterflys .........I use to move furniture around....I just wait and of course pray and seek God, 'were will my help come from...it comes from above, yes it comes from above Todays church message being content in the world. Being content in whatever you face knowing that God will get you thru ....yup God lights my way thru this darkness Thankyou Jesus, I love you