My smoke signals have been answered I was baptised along with Jaron at Pastor Laurie`s house.  I feel...........  I belong somewhere now Thank-you Jesus.....I have to make dinner.......and life goes on

 Remember, remember, remember.......breathe 1-2-3-

... Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understandings. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He! shall make your way straight." Poverbs 3:5-6

Is Your Hut Burning?





The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthooming.

Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements, and to store his few possessions. But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened; everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger. "God how could you do this to me" he cried.

Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. "How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers.

"We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering. Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground, it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.

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Author Unknown

Tucson has been hot but today 8 am just got thru raining sticky and 85 degrees this evap makes things worse......Will  go to Walmart today? Gas prices 15.00 in checking ...body is stiff and moving slowly..can I keep up with 3 year old...its getting harder and harder to leave the house without Eddie. I`m so tired and not strong enough to pull myself up when I stumble.....pulling and lifting a 3 year old into a cart ....find a cart within arms length of the car.........walking a long walk into the store.....crying  toys.........distractions I have to focus everything and count to keep my legs moving eyes wide open [my only balance left] find products compare prices pare down list ...get to the register Jaylee crying for toy....walk to the parking lot......forgot to mention potty training ,I can`t let go of the cart to take he rto the bathroom and she`s to young to go by herself...........she`s wet and mad by the time we get to the car, put pullups on take off clothes strap her in.........push cart away hang on to door.....drive in 180 degree car home with sceaming by now 3 year old.....unload 15 mins almost fall 4-5 times ..start dinner.........please God make me strong enough to get thru please

I`m going to get baptised next sunday at 2:00 after Church. Jaron wants to too but he doesn`t understand he just thinks its a swimming pool and wants too swim.I did have a conversation with him to let him know its a commitment to live with Jesus in his life and letting the old Jaron die..he`s thinking about it now. Eddie asked me if he should too, I looked at him wondering if he knows what it means? I think he just might, I`m sure Pastor Laurie will talk about what it means and what we have to do to put our foot on the path to find God!!! Wow words fail me but I`m sure Jesus knows how I feel .........a purpose NOW THATS WHAT I`M TALKIN BOUT!!! Jesus in my soul my heart and now my lips.....

I have been on the internet looking up bible verses and looking for answers why the bible says what it says and what it means. I am on a quest to fnd God, I have looked in Jehovah Witnesses, Joyce Meyers , lots of televangelists to name a few but I did not find him, the bible tells me many things but it does confuse me. Where do I go what can I do How can I help What does he want from me How can I give what he asks? I am on a journey will my husband go with me? Can I take my kids along.............answers...answers....my ears and eyes are wide open in between the falls I`m praying God....open the eyes of my heart, I like that song

`m here my knee is healing from a fall at Sam Levitz furniture store. It`s taking a long time though..I watch the news constantly watching Israel and Lebannon. Pat Robertson said to read Ezekiel 38-39 according to world events it is kinda like a movie watching earthquakes, sunami`s,  record hi`s is this the ride everybody has been waiting for? I went on prophezine.com they spoke of the rapture made up by man as ther interpertation in the 1800`s and it became part of the bible scripture preachers would talk about? I need to do alot more reading......evangelist are telling christians to get financially ready to get thru the latter days. I need more time.......Trust in God.............Trust in God..........Trust in God.........I keep lookin at the sky for answers........PRAISE GOD.....

Everyones gone ..it sure is quiet......maybe not Jaylee`s big mouth yelling gotto go gotto go mom. Bye Cheri Bye Elijah Bye Aiden Bye Jase My body is killing me aches and unbelievable pain, I fell in Sam Levitz furniture store Saturday. Boy was that embarressing and the whole time my knee was killing me. Wow what pain and a long time 6 days and still it hurts. Things are suppose to get better, maybe for others  but for me this is a good as it gets. Ayear from now i will be worse, gloomy gus thats me today. oh well the day is over with.....